Melissa Wilson 11/06/07
I thought we had the truest love, but I could never see.
That his first love was only him, never really me
Nothing is as I thought it was, nothing was as it seemed.
I never knew his fantasy was reality to me
I may be Smiling on the outside but I’m crying on the in,
Wonderin if I’ll ever know what true love truly is.
Laughing with my buddies, yet aching for a friend,
Givin them what they want to see, or I won’t see them again
To everyone else my reality is a fantasy to me.
I tried and tried to stand against the things that brought me down.
But then one day I just caved in and collapsed upon the ground.
Then and there I realized what I had truly found,
Christ had pulled me to my knees where reality abounds
And now I’m smiling on the outside and smiling on the in.
Thankful that I now know what true love truly is
Laughing with my whole heart finding joy through pain
Becoming who I was made to be, to become one with Him
Now what was only fantasy is reality to me.