I recently (June 2009) stepped down as worship pastor at a church and left so that I could help my daughter find a church she could get plugged into. This was a sad time, but not difficult. I would rather see my girls worshiping God with all they are than be a well celebrated worship pastor any where in the world. But you want to know the most frustrating part for me.....re-learning to worship without critiquing the team. : \ I try hard not to get into a critique mode, but I almost always find myself thinking...."where did they get that chord progression from?" or "That's not how I would do that song." I am sure I'm not the only one. But that is not what I want to do. I kinda feel like Paul when he said in Romans, 'For the good that I would I do not.' (Romans 7:19) I am getting frustrated with the whole thing. I know it is a matter of choice. To ignore things I deem imperfections or not to. Ah well, I will just have to keep plugging away. I guess it is just a side of me that I don't like to face and need to allow God to remove.