I have been in a funk for the last few weeks and I am not sure why but I figure if I write about it something may come to mind to help me out of it. I think I am feeling low because I am not sure if I am fulfilling God's plan for my life. I don't know what that plan is and I feel like I am running out of time to figure it out! I have had an amazing life. I have done so many things that few ever get to do so I shouldn't be complaining but I still feel that I've missed out on something. I am so used to having many balls up in the air at one time and right now I only have my work and family up in the air and it seems too easy. I am usually stirring up some action somewhere and haven't done that in a very long time. Maybe God wants me to quit being so "Bizzy" and just be Bizzy.
Today I am choosing Joy and I haven 't done that in a while either.
peace

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Comment by Junjie on February 25, 2009 at 3:38am
Just remember, God calls you unto him, not unto a ministry. And beware the Michael Phelps syndrome. Just after he won a huge victory in his life, he found life too easy and ended up smoking pot. That was exciting, for sure, but in a bad way. :)
Comment by Bizzy Bender on February 25, 2009 at 4:13am
I don't have to worry about the pot smoking. I gave that up when I was 16!
peace
Bizzy
Comment by John Green / Recent Rainfall on February 25, 2009 at 4:22am
Hi Bizzy. I don't claim any special knowledge to God's secret plans, but I think mainly He wants you to glorify Him through your life and your unique personality and giftings. Bring some light and love and encouragement to those who cross your path. Just taking the time to listen to others and ask about their lives can be an incredible thing. I'm amazed at how people respond when I take a personal interest in them. Take time to just be amazed by the wonderful world God has created and the craftsmanship that produces an explosion of flowers in the Spring, and a new sunset every night. It's more about being in Christ, and delighting in the Lord than it is about 'performing' or producing. We are good at being busy and overcrowding our lives. If this is a 'beside still waters' time in your life, enjoy it. You will probably be busy again soon enough.
Comment by Bizzy Bender on February 25, 2009 at 4:29am
thanks for the counsel. I am trying to be still and know but it's not easy for me. I don't like being grumpy and I have been a lot lately.
Comment by John Green / Recent Rainfall on February 25, 2009 at 4:31am
Make sure you are getting the proper dosage of coffee-based caffiennated refreshment... LOL
Comment by Junjie on February 25, 2009 at 4:48am
The pot was just an example of BAD excitement. :) We all have our own little loopholes, so we have to watch out for that. My personal danger is just vegetating... :)
Comment by Bizzy Bender on February 25, 2009 at 2:22pm
no problem with the caffiene but it could make it harder to be still and know...

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