I have probably been through the worst 6 years of my life,in loosing our business ,trying to pay the bills,2 teenage daughters who have become so inwardly focused on them selves,no respect at times for parents,and so on ,and so on;These are some of the challenges that have been part of our molding in some way or another.I believe that as we overcome obstacles in our lives we are taken to deeper things in the spirit,as we handle the situations around us,even in our churches we will be offended and our response to our leaders ,and our wives,and children will be tried and tested,in the fire the LORD would want us to do all the opposite of what our flesh would rather do.EG ; pray for those who persecute you,who spitefully use you,pray for those who offend,WELL not so easy,but our FLESH must DIE.period,So in a nut shell this has been my battle that at times their is no one to share how you feel,and the dessert becomes lonely,and hard ,as these are the times that it is only you and GOD, and believe me you hear HIS voice,because HE has our attention,even in MUSIC your song must be for HIS glory,as the competitiveness is even in the church ,jealousy.rearing its ugly head,GOD IS CALLING OUT HIS BRIDE,we will be set apart as we endure our afflictions.DONT GIVE UP.BLESS YOU ALL LUIS